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Thursday, May 15, 2008

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I'll Be There For You
I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[Solo]
And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

[[ cheers ]] |2:50 AM|

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Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

[[ cheers ]] |2:40 AM|

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im curious, to know who you're msging. cos im scared yet you don't ask why. your answer? simply becos you don't bother. you remain silent as you cant be bothered but at least you care? such as asking have i eaten? as for your ex, i know i cant compare but why cant you put in just a little bit more effort, concern and care for me? i don't ask much, do i? what have i done, why treat me in such a manner? on the other hand, it must be karma upon myself. hilarious aint it? you just simply don't care.

which girl doesnt long for assurance? who doesnt wish to feel loved? you told me you're not alfred, you cant give me the assurance and asked me to consider again, that its not too late to regret. its always the same old sentence- its still not too late to regret. then it'll be the same old answer, i wont regret. im still hanging on. just a lil bit of assurance? please?

now you tell me there's no need for you to try to speak up. to try, means to force yourself and a person is very hard to change. a couple need not tell each other everything but just some basics, is it too much to ask? thats why i say i only know you on the surface. you can happily go to jb, until rina called and say she cant get thru your phone. i called for few hours until it went thru and after probing further, then i know you went jb. again, just now its only until i ask what you're doing then i know you're out. just a msg to let me know beforehand, is it too much to ask? again?

am i being too possesive? does the problem lies with me? to you, being together means we'll be together. if not, too bad then. its quite shock and sad to hear this coming out from someone you hold so dearly in your heart, someone you love so much. you asked why do i have to love so painfully? why stick to someone like him who doesnt know or give any assurance? its becos i love you too much to let go and that i don't mind. the same old question came up again, to consider and its still not too late to regret but i'll still hang on. seriously, you're the only one i wish to settle down with so far but with all this we arent going anywhere. anyway you didnt say you want to settle down with me isnt it?

[[ cheers ]] |2:20 AM|

Thursday, May 01, 2008

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well, i've took the courage to sing for you. in order to attend, i did and u said i could. but now, you're asking me why must i go. seems like what i've told you previously, you've forgotten it all. i just want to be there for you. like i said, i know i can't do anything bout it but at least let me be there for you and i just want to be there. do i deserve that attitude of yours? im feeling so terrible these few days. sorrow filled my heart up within a second when i see him happily with others except for me. seems like he's so turned off upon seeing me and does he still love me? im like the only one hanging on and he drifts further and further away. what did i do wrong? sometimes i feel loved, sometimes i don't- its back to square one. what did i do wrong that you're giving me the cold shoulder. you're just like an unpredictable storm. you hate me to probe further but you refuse to tell me anything. for that, i said nvm. yet you could shoot me straight 'why ask then' before i finish my sentence

i just know you as leon, as my boyfriend. knowing that someone called leon actually existed who came into my life and now, my boyfriend. nothing else. i don't know you from inside, i know nuts bout what you actually are thinking bout. its very tiring to guess your mind. you can ask me to heck care, not to ask so much, no need to guess what you're thinking. for you, easy to say but is it easy to fufill? is that what a couple should be? you say im young, naive or watch too much shows but in fact, you're the one who's too heck care, cant be bothered. from what i know bout your past, you asked what have you done wrong to be treated badly by your ex, you cared so much. now, when it comes to me being your girlfriend, you totally cant be bothered. why cant you put yourself into my shoes and consider bout my feelings? i am you back then.

you've said sorry, and that you'll try to tell me whats in your mind but you never try at all. so i guessed what you've said to me after le baroque that day is nothing but drunken words? am i such a fool to believe all that. my heart's crying, my heart's bleeding and im on the verge of giving up.

[[ cheers ]] |12:00 AM|