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Sunday, November 16, 2008

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this girl and this guy..

this girl asked for a transfer and came to this branch.
by the time comes to changing shift, she saw this guy who walks in which initially she doesnt notice him much.
graudually, she realise and wonders why this guy always end up leaving work late.
and who knows, he's the one who cant tally up the revenue thingy.
the mentor of this girl, gave advices to her when she face issues with her boy as her boy hates her working there whereas she likes the job.
cracks surface in her current relationship.

for a month, this guy and this girl only had one chance to work on the same shift together.
as conversations grew in 12 hours, they talked about tattoos and pets, gradually she found out that they do have lots of common interests.
as days goes by, her mentor asked if that guy in their branch do stand a chance in any way and she said yes.
by then, she had gotten this sign that this guy fell his eyes on her.
with no choices left, the girl had to quit her job and on her 2nd last day, this guy took medical leave just to join this girl and her mentor for dinner.
they were in contact since then and had lots to talk about.
slowly, she found out that they indeed, do have lots of common interests such as bad in spicy foods and such.

they met up, to watch him get inked on followed by pub then club.
at the pub, this girl confessed that she had a liking towards him, this guy smiled shyly.
club was their next destination and without realising it, they held hands and hugged each other.
tired out, they decided to talk a walk.
while holding hands, chatting and walking, they walked all the way from st james to siloso beach and find nothing over there.
disappointed, they made a detour, this girl kissed him on his cheeks
the night just ended in a flash.

whenever this girl goes clubbing and this guy have to work, he trusted her to be on her own.
this day, she dropped by the branch this guy is attached to before she goes clubbing.
he handed her 100 bucks.
this girl had fun clubbing with her sister and gotten drunk.
then she went back to that branch and checked in. feels like she is going to throw up and staggered to the exit.
as this guy followed behind, this girl sat down, held a trash bag and started throwing up.
this guy then hugged her and pat her gently on her back.

her ex-boy, for 3 and a half year, disliked her hanging out with her friends.
her friends, all hated him and sees that he is controlling her.
this girl couldnt enjoy much in her secondary school times where all are having fun.
ex-boy refused to give up and pestered on. yet this guy said gently 'i will wait and be patient.'
finally this girl ends all with her ex-boy. she feels like a bird out of a cage.
she had all the time in the world to hang out with her friends but now, all are attached and settled down.

this girl found herself a part-time job and this guy fetched her whenever he's on day shift.
waited till closing, walked her around town, hung around with her friends and walked her to the bus stop.
at times they will hang out at pubs, this guy would sing for her and look her into the eyes. so gently and lovingly and she will always melt.
everytime they meet, they wished time wouldnt pass so fast.
till the time this guy went thailand, she waited for him and missed him badly though its only three days.
this guy cut short his trip to spent few days with her. this girl worked and missed him so.
her area manager says he can see how much she loves him.
the day he's back, he fetched her after work. this girl waited eagerly for this guy to show up, LV shop is their meeting point.
when they met up, this guy hugged her so tightly in his arms and felt like she cant breathe. back at dfs he sacrificed his fav. liquor for her fav. liquor and gave her as a gift.

this girl would often drop by his workplace to send him choc cakes or cheesecakes. without fail, this girl would always wake him up, be it 5 am or 5 pm.
one day, the shop manager gets touchy with her.
she's scared yet she kept it from him when she gives the wake up call.
a big hoo-haa was stirred but she decided to drop the case.
After work, this girl went to find this guy. and told him everything.
this guy was so angry, he raised his voice. and hugs her after that.

then, this girl re-join the company again.
as soon as this girl got the permission to drive her dad's car. this guy would always bring her wherever she wants to go.
brought her to beaches and parks, to a beatiful and peaceful reservoir.
1st dec, they got into a minor car accident and had to fork out for the repair. with no much cash left, the guy apologise sincerely for not able to give the girl a good birthday celebration.
to her, he was already the best birthday present. 6 dec, they met up for dinner and walks to the bus stop. the girl requested for a birthday song and the guy sings shyly.
she melts. to this girl, there's nothing more she could have asked for.

soon, it will be the wedding day of the girl's sister. they shopped for dresses and shirts and got her nails done.
meanwhile, this guy went missing for ages.
finally this guy came back and just before they got into the car, he stopped her.
to close her eyes and turn around. then this girl felt something on her neck.
its a swavroski heart pendant.
its definitely the best surprise for her and this girl had been wearing it since then without fail.

this girl is in haven.

time comes when this girl start to feel that something's wrong. but this guy refuse to say anything. this guy says he got an appointment and ask her mentor to bring her out.
finally, her mentor couldnt hold on anymore. she broke the news to her.
this guy had a pending case and he could be imprisoned anytime.
a case many years back and came crashing down on this guy suddenly. this girl was so shocked, tears keep flowing down her cheeks.
this girl's not supposed to know and she had to act like she know nothing at all.
heart broken and sad, this girl can only look at this guy silently.
many times when she saw how troubled this guy was, she can only keep quiet.
it hurts her so much.
by the time comes, when this guy finally told her, this girl cried hard on his chest.
she would wait for him no matter what yet this guy wanted a break off initially.
he did not want the girl to suffer along with him and wanted this girl to find a better guy.
but no matter what, this girl had decided to stand by his side.

29 feb, her 2nd driving test and this guy had to go to court.
sends her a message to buck her up and says 'pass the test for me'
this girl was overjoyed when she really passed this time. and happily drove her dad's car to fetch this guy from home.
this guy got her a gift, a gucci handphone strap, a matching pair. she's so happy, as this is what she wanted to get for the both of them initiallly. to find out that they actually had the same thoughts.

this girl dont sing at all, she cant. but a day when this guy requested 'i'll be there for you', this girl promised to.
weeks passed, this girl searched for the song, memorised and listened to it everyday.
'i'll be there for you,
these five words i swear to you,
when you breathe, i wanna be the air for you,
i'll be there for you.......'
one day when they were at a club with their colleagues, she fret over the best time to sing for him.
finally, she pulled this guy close to her and sing it to his ears.
she saw how this guy smiled. so sweetly and shyly.

gradually, this girl cannot stand looking at how troubled this guy was.
this guy refused to update her about the case therefore she started probing on and on. he hated it.
this guy no longer can withstand all the questions and he decided to ignore this girl.
day by day, this guy gets colder and colder. this girl could no longer feel love from him.
then, one particular mobile number always call this guy up. although he did not pick up the call, this girl feels something's wrong.
for more than 5 months, she acted like nothing had happened before. she even ignored all 'miss you' messages though she's heartbroken.
one day till she can no longer hold on, she question this guy yet this guy refused to say anything.
this girl made a decision to call this number up.
then she found out about this mutual liking they had for each other.
the guy's angry, the girl's sad. this guy requested for break off and ignored this girl no matter how hard she cry, how sorry she is.

the next day while painting her room, that girl called and asked to speak to this guy. this girl then passed her phone to him but after their conversation ended, this guy snapped at her, accusing her for calling that girl. heartbroken but this girl dont have any reasons to call that girl anymore. after the painting, this guy collected his stuffs and left. this girl cried as his figure gets smaller and smaller.

10 over days had passed, she's been crying all night. trying to smile at work while her heart is always crying.
everywhere this girl goes, reminds her about this guy as they had walked almost everywhere together, leaving behind sweet memories.
she dont want to go home, his towel, his toothbrush, his photos.
she stayed out late, she didnt have much appetite, she club and drink, get high and dance. she didnt want to forget about him, but all the reminders are too heart aching.
sometimes they do meet up for movies though. and this guy still buys her lunch and cigarettes.
they had missed the fireworks last year so this year, the fireworks festive, she asked him out.
this guy agreed, and this girl was so happy.
but this guy cancelled it last minute. disappointed, she went back home.
there's a day when this girl went to find her collegue at palace, to find that this guy is there.
but he's meeting that girl and gave her something too.
it feels like a knife had just pierced through this girl's heart, and seems like everything froze.
this girl thought that its the end for the both of them and that's when she start trying to forget him.

one and a half month, this guy called up. and asked to try things out again.
when he learnt the truth that this girl ever try to forget about him, he cannot accept it.
so actually all along, this guy knew this girl had been going out very often and he had been waiting for a chance to get back together again.
yet to this girl, she thought that she dont have the chance anymore, therefore she no longer drop by his branch.
this guy said, if he no longer had any feelings for her, he would not have bought lunch and worry if this girl have enough cigarettes.
feels like something is missing in his life and its impossible for that girl to replace her.
as their relationship got better, this guy often sleep over at this girl's house to accompany her.
this girl is so happy yet at the same time, she could not get over that girl's existence.
she mind so much about her and she had no confidence at all. she's living in a shadow and she's very insecure.

just as things went well and smooth, this girl still cant get over that girl.
she feels very unstable and scratched her arm.
she's scared. and this girl is me.

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